The
incidence of chronic pain is epidemic and contributes
to millions of dollars in lost wages, disability payments,
and health care costs. Besides the enormous economic
impact, the emotional suffering that persons with
chronic pain experience is substantial and contributes
to problems in all areas. In attempting to cope with
unrelenting pain, individuals often experience myriad
negative emotions such as anxiety, anger, and frustration,
which is compounded by attempts to escape the pain.
In particular, pain catastrophizing is associated
with high levels of reported pain severity and disability,
and leads to poor adaptation to living with chronic
pain. This paper specifically targets the cognitive
psychological processes (pain-related thoughts, attitudes,
and beliefs) shown to be important predictors of satisfactory
adjustment to chronic painful conditions. In particular,
I examine the role of catastrophic thinking and provide
specific suggestions for the targeted treatment of
catastrophizing.
Introduction
The filtered light from the window blinds felt
like swords stabbing me through my closed eyes.
My body was doing the sweaty shakes, and the muscles
surrounding my skull had turned to steel bands,
growing tighter by the minute
. I had been
juggling a heavy professional travel schedule and
was walking into delivering my first lecture for
a class a colleague had cajoled me into teaching.
It required new preparation, and was totally out
of my field, but the single seductive phrase of
"You'd be great at this, Bev" sold me
on taking it. This was a multi-disciplinary seminar
taught to a select group of very bright undergraduates.
I had met them the week before, handed out the syllabus,
and promptly left town for a professional meeting,
during which I ate and drank too much, exercised
very little, and consumed virtually no water, but
huge quantities of caffeine. The first lecture of
the semester had been handed off to my graduate
teaching assistant, whom I had not met. I was now
going to attempt to take the reins. I opened my
notebook, smiled at these new and precocious faces,
and suddenly detected a tiny spot of light in my
right field of vision. Although barely perceptible,
it was familiar enough - the beginnings of a migraine
aura. "Not now!" I snarled at my brain.
I tried closing my eyes, as a test to see if IT
was really there. IT was. "I can't have a migraine
now," I whispered to my inner self. These kids
didn't know anything about me, except that I had
skipped out on their first two classes. What would
they think if I suddenly packed up and left again?
How would I establish credibility? Here it was,
the first of the semester, and I was already shirking
the responsibilities I had agreed to in taking on
this class. I began berating myself for taking on
this class, and for taking on too many travel commitments,
knowing it was my own fault that my body was rebelling.
The spot in my visual field was growing. I had thirty
minutes to abort the migraine or suffer the consequences.
I excused myself and chugged a Midrin, came back
to the classroom and decided to begin the lecture
- poor choice. My vision started to scintillate.
I talked, without the benefit of my notes, with
one eye squinted closed, for another 10 minutes
and took a 2nd Midrin - usually enough to make me
goofy for the rest of the day. I continued talking.
The sweats came. The vomiting was soon to follow.
I had to get out of there. Feeling like a complete
fool, I confessed to my class that I was having
a migraine and had to cut class short, knowing they
were thinking, "What a loser!" Surely,
they would be dropping the class in droves, moving
to a more competent professor's section, one whose
intellect was worthy of their presence. I called
my husband to come and rescue me and spent the next
8 hours lying in bed when I wasn't vomiting in the
bathroom. continued
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